Thursday, March 31, 2005

Signs?

I was driving yesterday to work (still questioning my faith), the odd thing is that I saw a car with a license plate saying John 3:16 (316 JHN). I knew it was a chapter in the Bible but I wasn't sure what it was; of course - I started to ponder whether God was giving me signs... and the odd thing again was that after the license plate - here comes a taxi with a sticker saying "Jesus never fails".

John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."

I shared my odd experience to my officemates (Betz and Oliver) and they said that God is trying to give me signs, since I am trying to find "something" - He's already am talking to me...

A side note... I bought a copy of "A Purpose Driven Life" (I lost my 1st copy - I wasn't able to complete the book though... just 3 chapters)... I also got my first copy of the Bible (I don't really have my own "personal" copy). I also have a one-to-one with Louie (my office mate) - later at 5pm; I don't know what will happen later... Betz just told me to tell Louie everything... hmmm, well... I'll give it a shot.

Hmmm, are these signs? What am I so afraid of? Why do I keep on questioning? I have alot of questions... maybe in time I'll know - what the heck I'm searching for.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

What is Faith?

I've been questioning what this is for the past couple of months... What is my purpose in this earth? After the breakup I had last year... the turmoils at work... personal issues... :(

I remember I used to pray from the heart... rightnow everything is "robotic". For that past weeks, I've been trying to find what I have lost.

I'd like to thank Betz for inviting me... I think it's working but I don't know how long it will take me to accept His words by heart... as much as I would like to surrender myself to God... right now it still escapes me... the thought that I'm not in control.

Ei Betz, like you said... God has His own time and plan for us...

I just need to be patient.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Sore Throat

Argh... I hate having sore throats... I can't do my lectures in class.

Ok I posted this mainly because I don't have anything significant to say... hahaha! :P